ambience of the festive season is all over the island, and the whole world (except Thailand & India) by now.

somehow, memories of LAST christmas flash back.

and reminds me of how much of uncontrollable tears i've spent on this very day a year ago.

took a glance of what i've written at that time.

practically, i threw my dignity aside, and making myself look so pathetic.

just the mention of his name could make the tears flow.

at times, i'm still surprised by his random actions.

even though, deep inside, i knew there's motive behind it.

and i believe, i've walked out of that shadow.

he won't be reading this either.

=)

Last Christmas

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special 

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me
Do you recognize me?
Well, it's been a year
It doesn't surprise me

I wrapped it up and sent it 
With a note saying "I love you"
And meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again 

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My God I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Now I’ve found a real love you’ll never fool me again

LUNCH APPOINTMENT WITH THE NOOB-SHITs

Date: 4th December 2008 (Thursday)

Time: 1230pm

Venue: 21 Tampines Avenue 1 Singapore 529757

Temasek Business School Block 26

Noob-shits: Maybelin See Kwee Tan, Tee Mong Ling, Gucci Lang Eng Xuan, Steven Lin JJ, Derek Lee Feng Cheng, Kwek Jun Yong.

(we welcome other noob-shits too.)

ATTENDANCE IS COMPLUSORY.

PLEASE BE PUNCTUAL.

(If you realized "PUNCTUAL" is the biggest word, it applies particularly to those that have SEVERE past records.)

i've got nothing to blog.

that's sad.

LOL.

so i supposed this is going to be a post that's full of random-ness
HAHA.
was browsing hrough QN's blog, when i suddenly remember i've wanted to blog about something, but everytime i seems to forget about it totally. =)

still remember about 1-2 years ago, when we kids were still studying in TP and one fine day after our papers,
CHERILYN, SAMANTHA & I made new friends.
new friends by the name of RACHEL, BRENDY, QIAN NING & BEN SONG.
and so, off we go to the high tea of "small dragon buns" at paragon.
after sone years of classmates, QN told me this.

"that day when i first know you people, i don't really like you.
cause you were TOO NOISY, keep on talking with the CHINA accent, and you talk non-stop."
i admitted to that.
haha!
at that time, i confessed i'm seriously talking too much.
yank and yank like nobody's business.
but i guess, i've slightly toned down a bit.
like keeping quiet at certain circumstances??!!?
LOL.

and so i ask, "besides me, still got who?"


"CHERILYN. she's a little bimbo."















wahaha!
i thought she only started her bimbo actions in year 3.
so it's actually all along the years that i've known her.
wahahaahahahahah!




i think i'm falling asleep soon.
the eyelids cant wait to close down now.
it's not because of the lunch i've ate. (FYI, it's 16 balls of wantons)
or was it due to lack of sleeping hours?
can't be.
i've been sleeping for 8 hours nowadays.
or was it because of 2 jobs?
BUT.
i literally sit the whole morning till 6 before standing for the whole night till 11.
didn't even felt tired at night.
but last night, practically, i can just sleep while standing.
taking a nap straight after lunch - FAT.

after whining so much about being tired.
i'm ready to have a power nap.
BUT.
the sleeping bug is having its lunch break for now.
won't be attacking me anytime soon.
BASKET.



a random note.
can someone call the SAF to stop all outfield trainings in rainy days??

it feels weird talking to people whom i once ....

i don't know how to describe them.

one was friendly, kidding with one another like long time friends.

or maybe.

it's because of "FRIENDSHIP".

another gave a random call, out of a sudden.

just to say..................... "HI".

all these sound so.

RANDOM.

i think the main reason is because the boyfriend is untouchable for TWO WEEKS already.

wahaha!

sound so. WEIRD.

counting down to the last 3 days.

and i'll be out of the freezing & boring place.

haha!

Enough is ENOUGH.

seriously, i don't understand how in the world OFFICE LADIES can stand working in the office.
at least 8 hours of staring at the glaring screen.
sitting on the so-called comfortable chair.
with no privacy to do anything.
and worst of all, the bloody cold office.
i'm just in here for like, the FIFTH DAY??
but i can swear that working in an office won't be my future job.
i cant see what's the weather like.
i can't talk to anyone in the office. ( i think they're too busy to talk to me.)
i can't surf online.
i cant do so many things!!!
all i can do is work, tons of toilet breaks and observing how big my tummy is growing each day.
(sounds like i'm pregant)
hahaha!!!





my eyes're closing!!!
ARGH!

i thought i'll have some time to blog this week.
due to the end of a semester.
BUT.
i seriously got no time to even sit in front of my computer.
and when i finally had some time for that,
my com went DEAD.
=.="
how good can that be.

i seems so busy now.
no time for my channel 55 night show.
no more 11am waking up time.
BUT.
luckily i've got some time to go out with friends.
and i've seen miss chou twice this week.
enough of her.
wahahaha!!!


i'm struck in some office up on a steep slope.
meaning to say,
it's worse than climbing the ovehead bridge.
haha!
i'm getting older.






i'm think i'm turning blind.
for staring at the laptop's screen for the whole of 8 hours.
with no green stuff for my eyes to relax on.
all i see around me is just FILES, PAPERS, & COMPUTERS.
and i have not finished my BREAKFAST yet, when everyone's down for lunch break.
=.="

when you had a sibling of yours working together with one of your good friends in the same company,
they talked nothing.
except one thing in common.
how happening you are, and how you are like both at home and with the friends.

your sibling goes,
"your actions are alike."
"the way both of you talked are totally the same."
"both of you have similar things."






ya.
there'll be a day when he'll come to me and say,
"actually both of you look alike too. maybe she's my long-lost sister!"







..............
what a brother i had.

i found this.
what can i say about youyou.
haha!
nice!
=D

the sudden trend seems to be.....




getting a FILIPPINO as a girlfriend.


i'm not trying to say i'm against them or any other valid reason.
not that Singaporean guys can't get one either.
i'm just trying to ask,
"is SINGAPOREAN ladies that bad?"








i want to look for a foreign boyfriend too!
wahaha!
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ok.
i know.
mine's already half a foreign.

the weather's getting weird.
one moment it's scorching hot, the next moment it's raining heavily.
and today's even more weird.
i heard constant thunder, and heavy rain.
thunderstorm right??
BUT.














i saw the SUN shining brightly into my window too.
is it still consider as "THUNDERSTORM"??
=)