just came back from my cousin's wedding.

kind of traditional and fun.

cause it was a wedding of young adults. 

=)

but now.

i'm going crazy with my papers.

3 papers to go!

=.=""

at 2am in the morning,

i saw 6 NSmen buying MAC for late supper.

DARN.

why will the boyfriend ever have this kind of preveilge?

yes yes yes!!!

i've got a new front tooth now!!

hahahahahaha...

finally!

and it look so real.

=D

i can laugh as much as i can.

i can smile as wide as i want!

LOL.

"when is your boyfriend going to ORD?"

"in 5 years' time. cause he wanted to sign on."

"why is he so stupid?!?!"

"sign on means no life can."

"sign on means no future you know?"

"sign on is the stupidest thing to do."

"as the girlfriend, why did you discuss your views with him? why didn't you discourage him?"

i'm getting frustrated with more and more people telling me all this.

with more and more reasons and views of him signing on.

i DID tell him about my views.

i DID discourage him, because he need to go overseas out of a sudden.

of cause i won't let him sign on.

i told him to make his own decision without considering about me.

AND.

thia is what he wants.

that is what he thinks it's right for him now.

ya. true that he didn't think about his future 5 years later.

some people may think that it's stupid of one making decisions without considering the other half.

but i made a mistake from the previous relationship.

i gave up taking part in my last dance concert in TP, because i took the other half's feelings  into considersation.

till now, i still regretted making that decision.

because i wanted to dance in the public, representing TP for the last time. so badly.

shouldn't we learn to respect other's decisions?

they may have make a wrong decision, but at least they learn from their mistakes.

they won't blame me for choosing the wrong thing.

they may ask for advice, but they have had to make their own choice.

i can't be helping them to do that.

all i can is giving me my opinion.

i mean, since they asked me for that.

at times, i won't be the one who is correct.

Humans make mistakes, remember?

hopefully, these one whole week will pass super fast.

 with me trying my best to study as much as i can.

i'm seriously losing my motivation and concentration day by day now.

when i'm not supposed to.

it's not about the venue or timing or company.

it's about the mood.

totally not in the study mood YET.

and i need to get all sorts of random stuff done.

Boyfriend's going to be out in the jungle till friday. =((

if there's some kind-hearted soul out there who's willing to invent something that help ease menstrual cramps, 

i'll make sure i support him/her with repeated purchase and high in brand loyalty.

zoo outing with my CHOMP CHOMP clan and adna.

haha...

i think i can start to think of a new clan name. if not, it sounds so funny.

=)

(PS. thanks benno for this shoot. at a glance, i seriously thought that it was some photo from a photoshoot. )

went chomp chomp after that.

and yes.

we're super duper full after that.

maju avenue was under renovation, so we don't have any place to chill after that.

and went all the way to kallang indoor stadium.

to chill, relax, chat, admire scenery, etc.

getting more and more boring right?!?!

wahahahah!

sorry, can't help it. =P

yes yes yes!

MISS GUCCI LANG ENG XUAN has joined CLUB 21 on 10 April 2009.

(that club was what jackson told me)

haha!

so now i can visit forever 21 too?!?!?

wahaa!

ok. it's super lame.

apparently, i've been asked to GROW UP in my guestbook, requested by many.

=)

credits to adna, who've combined most of the photos for me.

as i'm a super lazy person now.

or should i say,

i just finished editing loads of photos, so i should take a break.

=D

i was totally wasted after this shot of waterfall.

Morale of this incident: NEVER EVER drink flaming tequilas too fast.

a very big thanks to everyone who have make their way down, and those who wished me via sms,facebook,calls,etc.

thanks for making my 21st such a memorable one.

and YES.

i'll never ever forget that MAYBELIN SEE KWEE TAN has once again forgo our friendship, by not appearing at all.

kind of disappointed. got nothing to say either.

PS. when one gets too dependent on FB, he/she seldom or rarely post the same photos on their blog again.

cause these photos have the same target market.

or should i say, a NICHE market.

wahahha!

down with a persistent flu, and a soon-to-be cough.

at the WRONG time.

=(

i realized for the past week, i've been ranting non-stop on how bad my project mates are.

and i think everyone's thinking "that's what i think about them only."

nope.

finally, i understand why..

my friend says "she's so full of herself."

and qian ning says "they're way too last minute."

those are the summarized version of them.

i guess i didn't really elaborate on who they are right?

THREE PEOPLE.

2 girls and a guy.

one of the girls is the mastermind, with the other supporting her and always seems to MIA.

and the guy only offered to help, when i realized it's just my wishful thinking of him being so helpful.

why is the girl mastermind?

ok. let's call her "POM POM HAIR".

1. 

she was the one whom my friend say being so full of herself.

in the beginning, we needed to choose a product to focus on.

she rejected our ideas, and insisted on doing on Lancome's mascara.

all she says is "i don't want to do on other products. there's nothing better than mascara."

i guess that's her favourite product, considering that she likes "VOLUMISED AND LONG LASHES".

her friend, of cause has nothing to say.

and thus, we've got a very bad first impression of her.

2.

they were always late in sending me whatever they've done.

in the beginning, i can understand that there's whole lot of projects and tests going on.

but this whole week, there's only one such project left, with only two more lectures to go, and no more tests.

yet, they're still late in submitting.

worse, POM POM HAIR texted deadlines to me, and yet, still unable to do so.

she called me on tuesday, saying she'll send to me on wednesday morning, 6am.

so i waited paitently and STUPIDLY till night.

and she texted me, saying she's sick the whole day, unable to do the project, and changed it to thursday 5pm instead.

i replied her, "ok, but the other 2 friends of yours can finish it without you right?"

no reply after that. =.="

i mean if you're sick, can tell me earlier, rather than me asking right?

and not as though her friend don't know what's going on can.

the guy texted me that he's not able to help, because he need to work.

does that mean that i don't need to work too?

i'm working and doing projects at the same time too.

burning midnight oil together with qian ning, who's totally unrelated to this project.

i don't see why he can't help.

and today. she didn't send at 5pm too.

not a surprise.

3. 

POM POM HAIR wants to collate the project.

crazy.

i rather do that myself.

she requested for the final draft.

and so i sent to her asap.

thinking that she might just started on the project, i texted her again.

apparently she's 200 plus words away from completion, so i decided to wait patiently till she send to me.

waited and waited till 2am, nothing happened.

freaking tired after work, plus days of burning midnight oil, i decided not to wait.

and at 3am, she texted me, asking me all sorts of questions.

CAN'T SHE TEXT ME AT 3PM INSTEAD?!?!

i tried to went back to sleep.

apparently, i'm too stressed to sleep now.

(now i know why i've been having all sort of nightmares nowadays)

not everyone sleeps in the day like her.

some times, one should learn to be considerate, by looking the time before texting others regarding projects.

it's 4am now.

i'm super wide awake.

=(

i'm too soft-hearted.

i've given my marketing project mates chances for contributions time and time again.

and today.

SERIOUSLY.

i'm not going to wait for any of their contributions anymore.

i'm not going to wait like some noob-shit.

first, the guy asked if i still need help.

fine.

i thought, "wow, that's a miracle."

but when i asked him for it A DAY LATER than the deadline,

he said, "oh. i asked the other two girls to do. cause i was busy working these few days."

FUCK YOU.

hang me in the air, and now throw me down.

second, one of the girls called to say they will email me whatever they've done on WEDNESDAY MORNING, 6AM.

and now's WEDNESDAY MIDNIGHT/THURSDAY MORNING, 12.48AM.

fuck.

i see nothing in my mailbox at all.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!

CAN I JUST CANCEL THEIR NAMES OFF THAT ASSIGNMENT DECLARATION FORM?!!!!!!!

a failed attempt of cheesecake on Tueday, at cherilyn's place.

the crust has a burnt smell.

and there's even a layer of burn on top.

but, it's still nice, right qian ning?

wahahahaha!