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2010-01-06T14:43:00.001+08:00

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2009-05-23T21:39:00.001+08:00

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2009-05-22T01:27:00.002+08:00

believe it or not.

there're 13 signs of horoscopes now.

with a new sign added on recently.

or maybe, for some time.

ARIES = APRIL 19 - MAY 13

TAURUS = MAY 14 - JUNE 19

GEMINI = JUNE 20 - JULY 20

CANCER = JULY 21 - AUG 9

LEO = AUGUST 10 - SEPTEMBER 15

VIRGO = SEPTEMBER 16 - OCTOBER 30

LIBRA = OCTOBER 31 - NOVEMBER 22

SCORPIO = NOVEMBER 23 - NOVEMBER 29

OPHIUCHUS = NOVEMBER 30 - DECEMBER 17

SAGITTARIUS = DECEMBER 18 - JANUARY 18

CAPRICORN = JANUARY 19 - FEBRUARY 15

AQUARIUS = FEBRUARY 16 - MARCH 11

PISCES = MARCH 12 - APRIL 18

Ophiuchus means serpent man or snake holder.

it's was History Channel who raised this issue that there are 13 instead of 12 signs.

as for people with this sign,

it was assumed that it's a mixture of SCORPIO and SAGITTARIUS.

reason for new sign?

apparently, the sun will passes through all these zodiac constellation during the course of the year.

some theories said that as the number 13 is considered as unlucky, it was never included.

=.=""

but another more convincing reason was that the Sun went straight from Scopius to SAGITTARIUS, disregarding the fact that it did pass through Ophiuchus, but for 19 days.

apparently, many, including myself,

don't like this new sign in it.

cause i've always believe i'm an Aries, which so many signs from my character.

i mean, i didn't purposedly changed my character into one.

it's already like that.

and SUDDENLY plus total randomness,

they decided to add one more in.

it's too ridiculous.

why did i mention this out of a sudden?

because i ONCE believe in this.

2009-05-20T16:59:00.002+08:00

i'm supposed to work at 5 today.

just one minute away from 5pm,

apparently, i'm still at home now.

=.="""

pills're not working.

and i'm not earning enough for own expenses.

i need more holiday jobs!!

stupid monthly cramps!

2009-05-20T00:59:00.017+08:00

i just realized i've dozens of overdue photos in my camera.

due to the fact that i've been leaving it at home, or using friends' cameras to take photos.

in general, plain lazy.

went for k-box session right after my last paper.

kind of crazy that night, as seen from the photos below. =)

with all sorts of oldies and funny MVs.

and not forgetting an unglam photo of mongling.

boyfriend's ORD parade on 8th May.

weather was super hot.

but it's better than raining.

the building where all the best soldiers stayed for the past 2 years.

of cause with the boyfriend inculded.

LOL.

and finally.

a day out with Shu Yi and Qian Ning at Jurong Point.

yes. kind of funny why we're there.

cause we went to SIM to collect our assignments, and they wanted to go out.

so i suggested Jurong Point or Tampines.

i guess they were sick of east side.

hahhaahah....

oh ya.

QN and i agreed that JP's basement 1/level 1 looks like our restaurants in restaurant city.

wahahahahahah...

too much of FB games nowadays.

3 hungry ghosts eating at Aijisen.

that's all folks.

plain lazy girl need some time off blogging.

2009-05-18T12:05:00.001+08:00

in just 5 minutes,

there came continous thunders, heavy rain and strong winds.

=.=""""

2009-05-17T13:48:00.002+08:00

when i saw a NN for my 2nd WIL assignment,

my hands trembled, seriously.

(fyi, NN in SIM language's FAILED.)

cause all the negative consequences just flow into mind.

naggings from parents, an additional $1200 into their finanical burden, demoralized, etc.

thank god.

in total, i've got 50.5%

meaning i'm just 0.5% away from failing.

PHEW....

it's just too scary.

SAM QIAN NING, we need to buck up already.

2009-05-15T23:47:00.002+08:00

was blog-hopping when i saw this paragraph from my friend's post.

"I Do not say i love you because i do not see future in you. I can live without a man like you so do you without a girlfriend like me.I do not love you as i never tried an effort to be a better gf.

I kept wanting from you but you did not."

i don't mean to comment anything about this friend of mine, but just the things that she've written. and i had my own views to it.

"I LOVE YOU" is 3 important words to a girl, i supposed.

some girls may feel that this can only said with feelings if the guy really loves her, and mean what he said.

committment, time and effort. everything.

but what if they never say this to their boyfriends?

would guys think the same way too?

if there's no love in between, why in the first place would you want to get into a relationship?

does that mean that if one don't see a future in their relationship, they cannot be together, they can't say those 3 words to one another?

in break-ups, either party will claim that she/he is not a good girlfriend/boyfriend.

but to nuture a lasting relationship, shouldn't there be effort put in from both?

what's the point of one person putting his/her hardest effort in, and yet the other party keep assuming that he/she is not, and is never satisfied?

everyone wants a say in the relationship.

it's all about give and take.

if you hope for something from someone, shouldn't one take an intitative to give first?

if you hope the other party to give something more in the relationship, shouldn't you give a hint or at least tell him/her about it?

you can't use assumptions, thinking that "i thought he/she knows."

the truth is, they will never ever know what you're thinking or troubling about.

assumptions will only leads to an increase amount of quarrels.

and one more important thing.

why keep thinking about the negative side of the relationship?

in the past, i used to worry so much about all this, and in the end, all ended so soon.

by thinking of it will just add on to more stress and pressure in life.

i used to wonder how my good friend was able to manage her relationship for long, even though so many unlucky things happen.

yet, they're still as loving as before.

and i realized..

both never ever remember when they quarrel and what they quarrel about.

ya. there's a pros and cons.

but what ever thing in the world does not have?

cons're there for us to consider whether there's a need for risk-taking, not to worry.

"Being happy passes a day, Being unhappy also passes a day. so why not be happy everyday?"

(as quoted from some drama, which i've been watching nowadays. =] )

ps. i'm so free now, i've actually wrote 3 posts in a day. =.=""'

2009-05-15T23:34:00.001+08:00

is it true that as one gets older,

WORK became the top priority in life,

and FRIENDS starts to slide down to the bottom of the list?

2009-05-15T23:25:00.002+08:00

was home early on a friday.

what a miracle.

by the way.

a cooling day at CHOMP CHOMP,

with seats found less than 2 minutes and just one good friend,

is AWFULLY AWESOME.

oh ya.

was so bored, i decided to take whatever surveys FB has.

apparently, they keep asking me what's my favourite colour.

and under their options, there are....

"GREEN", "YELLOW", "BLUE", "RED".

so i supposed the results of these outcome are not that realistic in the end, for people who have so many favourite colors.

2009-05-15T00:16:00.001+08:00

i just realized,

slacking at home before going to work is A WASTE OF MY HOLIDAYS.

when few days back,

i felt so fulfilling.

=.=""

someone please date me out on weekdays.

BUT BUT.

informed me one week earlier.

2009-05-11T22:50:00.003+08:00

"you know i could have showered you with more love and concern. BUT, IF ONLY, you're not like this."

"you know how disgusting your face is?"

"you'll get raped one day, seriously, i swear."

"besides money issues, do you think i'll have things to talk to you? of cause there's nothing to talk about."

the last sentence was my last straw.

i've enough of her nonsense.

i don't need one who always thinks that she's right.

i don't need one who refused to listen to what others say.

i don't need one who shirks reponsiblity and blame anything from fate to god, but herself.

i don't need one who totally don't practice what she preaches.

i don't need one who sees FACE and MONEY much more than KINSHIP.

2009-05-08T14:32:00.002+08:00

at 12.49 noon of 7th may,

(that's the time i hand in my paper)

it marks the end of my examinations of this semester.

i had never felt so relieved before.

not for the preveious semester and in the days of TP either.

last paper was quite a killer.

partly because i'm in the hoilday mood, and not able to absorb everything that i've studied.

but the questions were so indirect, that i've to pick up words in the questions to answer.

very difficult to explain anyway.

and i should stop here too.

if not, MISS SAM will be whining to me about failing the paper again.

*TOUCHWOOD*

kbox-ing with the girls last night was crazy.

with all sorts of funny songs going on.

thanks to Huian, who suddenly thought of a song from "THE GRASSHOPPER".

don't laugh please.

this HK group is a hit when we're young.

LOL.

ok.

we're OLD already.

off to attend boyfriend's informal ORD!!

2009-05-07T01:31:00.002+08:00

11-2pm : Channel 55

2-5pm : Study

5-7pm: Nap

7-10pm: Study

10-11pm: Facebooking-bloghopping

11-2am: Study

going bonkers over study + a boring life.

this is the last paper, and holiday mood has already set in.

seriously, nothing much went in.

and i'm going to write non-stop again tomorrow.

=.="""

2009-05-01T01:31:00.002+08:00

Gossip is idle talk or rumour, especially about the personal or private affairs of others. It forms one of the oldest and most common means of sharing (unproven) facts and views, but also has a reputation for the introduction of errors and other variations into theinformation transmitted.

a friend of mine actually told another friend of mine that,

i say his girlfriend was "FUCK-ABLE".

one thing for sure.

i do say "FARK", especially the times when i'm at work.

but...

"FARK-ABLE" ?!?!?!?!?!

do i look like i'll think of such word?

=.="""

it all happen when i went for supper with my group of colleagues.

and some guy just say this word.

apparently another guy went to tell this friend about this, with no names mentioned.

as this friend is just some acquaintance of mine,

who didn't know anything much about me, except the fact that i talk non-stop.

and adding fire to this issue, everyone knows that i don't talk to his girlfriend.

not because i don't like her, just that i don't know what to talk to her.

and so,

he came into a conclusion that i was the one spreading rumors about his girlfriend.

=.=""""""

as the definition of gossip has defined,

i don't pass UNPROVEN information about others.

whatever i said are facts.

and i didn't even say any bad things about the girlfriend,

EXCEPT,

my feelings towards her.

up till now, after working about 2 months with her, i seriously don't know what to talk to her.

everytime i see her, i just got some weird feeling.

and one more thing that i don't understand.

she work 4 straight days a week.

but she likes to come down to CQ every alternate days when she's not working.

meaning she's at CQ 6 days a week.

people tell me that it's not the way.

but.

can someone please flip through the street directory, and tell me whether WOODLANDS and CLARK QUAY are along the way anot.

anyway, it's none of my business either.

why do people like to put their dirty words into my mouth??

2009-04-28T10:42:00.001+08:00

just came back from my cousin's wedding.

kind of traditional and fun.

cause it was a wedding of young adults.

but now.

i'm going crazy with my papers.

3 papers to go!

=.=""

2009-04-24T12:22:00.001+08:00

at 2am in the morning,

i saw 6 NSmen buying MAC for late supper.

DARN.

why will the boyfriend ever have this kind of preveilge?

2009-04-23T01:20:00.001+08:00

yes yes yes!!!

i've got a new front tooth now!!

hahahahahaha...

finally!

and it look so real.

i can laugh as much as i can.

i can smile as wide as i want!

LOL.

2009-04-22T01:05:00.003+08:00

"when is your boyfriend going to ORD?"

"in 5 years' time. cause he wanted to sign on."

"why is he so stupid?!?!"

"sign on means no life can."

"sign on means no future you know?"

"sign on is the stupidest thing to do."

"as the girlfriend, why did you discuss your views with him? why didn't you discourage him?"

i'm getting frustrated with more and more people telling me all this.

with more and more reasons and views of him signing on.

i DID tell him about my views.

i DID discourage him, because he need to go overseas out of a sudden.

of cause i won't let him sign on.

i told him to make his own decision without considering about me.

AND.

thia is what he wants.

that is what he thinks it's right for him now.

ya. true that he didn't think about his future 5 years later.

some people may think that it's stupid of one making decisions without considering the other half.

but i made a mistake from the previous relationship.

i gave up taking part in my last dance concert in TP, because i took the other half's feelings into considersation.

till now, i still regretted making that decision.

because i wanted to dance in the public, representing TP for the last time. so badly.

shouldn't we learn to respect other's decisions?

they may have make a wrong decision, but at least they learn from their mistakes.

they won't blame me for choosing the wrong thing.

they may ask for advice, but they have had to make their own choice.

i can't be helping them to do that.

all i can is giving me my opinion.

i mean, since they asked me for that.

at times, i won't be the one who is correct.

Humans make mistakes, remember?

2009-04-20T00:00:00.002+08:00

hopefully, these one whole week will pass super fast.

with me trying my best to study as much as i can.

i'm seriously losing my motivation and concentration day by day now.

when i'm not supposed to.

it's not about the venue or timing or company.

it's about the mood.

totally not in the study mood YET.

and i need to get all sorts of random stuff done.

Boyfriend's going to be out in the jungle till friday. =((

2009-04-19T17:38:00.001+08:00

if there's some kind-hearted soul out there who's willing to invent something that help ease menstrual cramps,

i'll make sure i support him/her with repeated purchase and high in brand loyalty.

2009-04-18T22:24:00.005+08:00

zoo outing with my CHOMP CHOMP clan and adna.

haha...

i think i can start to think of a new clan name. if not, it sounds so funny.

(PS. thanks benno for this shoot. at a glance, i seriously thought that it was some photo from a photoshoot. )

went chomp chomp after that.

and yes.

we're super duper full after that.

maju avenue was under renovation, so we don't have any place to chill after that.

and went all the way to kallang indoor stadium.

to chill, relax, chat, admire scenery, etc.

getting more and more boring right?!?!

wahahahah!

sorry, can't help it. =P

2009-04-13T00:08:00.011+08:00

yes yes yes!

MISS GUCCI LANG ENG XUAN has joined CLUB 21 on 10 April 2009.

(that club was what jackson told me)

haha!

so now i can visit forever 21 too?!?!?

wahaa!

ok. it's super lame.

apparently, i've been asked to GROW UP in my guestbook, requested by many.

credits to adna, who've combined most of the photos for me.

as i'm a super lazy person now.

or should i say,

i just finished editing loads of photos, so i should take a break.

i was totally wasted after this shot of waterfall.

Morale of this incident: NEVER EVER drink flaming tequilas too fast.

a very big thanks to everyone who have make their way down, and those who wished me via sms,facebook,calls,etc.

thanks for making my 21st such a memorable one.

and YES.

i'll never ever forget that MAYBELIN SEE KWEE TAN has once again forgo our friendship, by not appearing at all.

kind of disappointed. got nothing to say either.

PS. when one gets too dependent on FB, he/she seldom or rarely post the same photos on their blog again.

cause these photos have the same target market.

or should i say, a NICHE market.

wahahha!

2009-04-05T22:33:00.001+08:00

down with a persistent flu, and a soon-to-be cough.

at the WRONG time.

2009-04-03T03:33:00.004+08:00

i realized for the past week, i've been ranting non-stop on how bad my project mates are.

and i think everyone's thinking "that's what i think about them only."

nope.

finally, i understand why..

my friend says "she's so full of herself."

and qian ning says "they're way too last minute."

those are the summarized version of them.

i guess i didn't really elaborate on who they are right?

THREE PEOPLE.

2 girls and a guy.

one of the girls is the mastermind, with the other supporting her and always seems to MIA.

and the guy only offered to help, when i realized it's just my wishful thinking of him being so helpful.

why is the girl mastermind?

ok. let's call her "POM POM HAIR".

she was the one whom my friend say being so full of herself.

in the beginning, we needed to choose a product to focus on.

she rejected our ideas, and insisted on doing on Lancome's mascara.

all she says is "i don't want to do on other products. there's nothing better than mascara."

i guess that's her favourite product, considering that she likes "VOLUMISED AND LONG LASHES".

her friend, of cause has nothing to say.

and thus, we've got a very bad first impression of her.

they were always late in sending me whatever they've done.

in the beginning, i can understand that there's whole lot of projects and tests going on.

but this whole week, there's only one such project left, with only two more lectures to go, and no more tests.

yet, they're still late in submitting.

worse, POM POM HAIR texted deadlines to me, and yet, still unable to do so.

she called me on tuesday, saying she'll send to me on wednesday morning, 6am.

so i waited paitently and STUPIDLY till night.

and she texted me, saying she's sick the whole day, unable to do the project, and changed it to thursday 5pm instead.

i replied her, "ok, but the other 2 friends of yours can finish it without you right?"

no reply after that. =.="

i mean if you're sick, can tell me earlier, rather than me asking right?

and not as though her friend don't know what's going on can.

the guy texted me that he's not able to help, because he need to work.

does that mean that i don't need to work too?

i'm working and doing projects at the same time too.

burning midnight oil together with qian ning, who's totally unrelated to this project.

i don't see why he can't help.

and today. she didn't send at 5pm too.

not a surprise.

POM POM HAIR wants to collate the project.

crazy.

i rather do that myself.

she requested for the final draft.

and so i sent to her asap.

thinking that she might just started on the project, i texted her again.

apparently she's 200 plus words away from completion, so i decided to wait patiently till she send to me.

waited and waited till 2am, nothing happened.

freaking tired after work, plus days of burning midnight oil, i decided not to wait.

and at 3am, she texted me, asking me all sorts of questions.

CAN'T SHE TEXT ME AT 3PM INSTEAD?!?!

i tried to went back to sleep.

apparently, i'm too stressed to sleep now.

(now i know why i've been having all sort of nightmares nowadays)

not everyone sleeps in the day like her.

some times, one should learn to be considerate, by looking the time before texting others regarding projects.

it's 4am now.

i'm super wide awake.

2009-04-02T00:44:00.002+08:00

i'm too soft-hearted.

i've given my marketing project mates chances for contributions time and time again.

and today.

SERIOUSLY.

i'm not going to wait for any of their contributions anymore.

i'm not going to wait like some noob-shit.

first, the guy asked if i still need help.

fine.

i thought, "wow, that's a miracle."

but when i asked him for it A DAY LATER than the deadline,

he said, "oh. i asked the other two girls to do. cause i was busy working these few days."

FUCK YOU.

hang me in the air, and now throw me down.

second, one of the girls called to say they will email me whatever they've done on WEDNESDAY MORNING, 6AM.

and now's WEDNESDAY MIDNIGHT/THURSDAY MORNING, 12.48AM.

fuck.

i see nothing in my mailbox at all.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!

CAN I JUST CANCEL THEIR NAMES OFF THAT ASSIGNMENT DECLARATION FORM?!!!!!!!

2009-04-01T12:56:00.003+08:00

a failed attempt of cheesecake on Tueday, at cherilyn's place.

the crust has a burnt smell.

and there's even a layer of burn on top.

but, it's still nice, right qian ning?

wahahahaha!

2009-03-31T20:18:00.002+08:00

i just don't understand how in the world can some people just forget about meeting up with their friends.

they will not even tell you if they're meeting you anot.

i hate it the most,

WHEN THERE'S TOTALLY NO RESPONSE AT ALL.

once again.

you made me feel totally disappointed again.

VERY VERY VERY DISAPPOINTED.

2009-03-30T23:54:00.002+08:00

WHOEVER CHOOSE "MASCARA" AS A PRODUCT TO DO FOR MARKETING,

I'LL MAKE SURE I CARRY A KNIFE ON ALL MARKETING DAYS.

OR.

CURSE AND SWEAR EVERY OTHER DAY.

2009-03-30T00:06:00.002+08:00

apparently, listing a whole list of stuff that i wanted is not enough.

EVERYONE WANTS DETAILS.

how detailed can i be, when all i want is just a thing.

and i don't even which brand, type, size, etc, that i want.

haha!

so choice of my bag has already been informed. to cherilyn.

choice of my player too. to qian ning.

now.

CHOICE OF COSMETICS.

to maybelin and co.

=.="

XXL Curl Power Mascara, Maybelline.

(it's way less than $20 bucks, but one thing i wont buy myself, is because i've got oily eye area, meaning it'll smudge after a few hours, making me look like some panda. so no harm trying it since people're giving it to me as a gift. =D )

YSL Radiant Touch No. 3

$58

(i seriously swear by this when it comes to covering eye bag or whatever when i used to work at YSL.)

PS. seriously, their products are worth buying, though it's kind of expensive. =)

i think that's all for now.

2009-03-29T09:53:00.000+08:00

a day at Rachel's place for BBQ cum Beng Song gathering.

2009-03-26T11:35:00.003+08:00

$248 (8gb)

$99 (2gb)

$129 (4gb)

$199 (4gb)

Ps. Qian Ning.

this is for your information.

(Updated on 31st March 2009)

QIAN NING!!!

NOW MY BROTHER SAYS HE WANTS TO BUY FOR ME.

HAAHA!

YOU CAN BUY OTHER STUFF NOW!

2009-03-24T00:48:00.003+08:00

at times, i don't understand why some people prefer to tell you this after few hours.

"i think i saw you at ........"

i mean.

why cant they just come right to me and just say "HI" right away, instead of doing it after a few hours via face-less communication.

not as though i'm that cold to the extent i won't even say HI right.

and they give you reasons like, "oh.. i'm rushing for lessons."

got time to glance at me, no time to say HI.

=,="

YOUYOU,

this person is none other than our good friend, who seems to have disappear into thin air.

and this is the 2nd time she used this method of saying HI to me.

sound so scary.

she can see me, but i cant.

hahahahha.....

weird.

2009-03-20T10:58:00.004+08:00

:(((((((((((

now, i've got no venue for my birthday.
i've cancelled the one at SAFRA.
kind of way expensive and out of budget.
friend's friends's condo is not available now.
chalets are FULLY BOOKED.
i wonder why everyone don't want to go overseas for a short getaway, but to chalets.
it's still SINGAPORE, people!!!
=.="

so..
my last resort is to just...
BOOK A PATHETIC BBQ PIT SOMEWHERE IN THE PARK.
:(
no mahjong to play.
no air-con.
no spacious space (unless, everyone sit on the grass. :P)

ARGH!!!
been moody for a whole week.
i wonder if this matter did add fuel to it.
:(

or. MAYBE.
i should just stick to my original, initial, so-called dream plan??
having it at MACDONALD?!?!?!?!
the one at TANGLIN MALL.
maybe after that, everyone can....
i dont know. haha.
but...
i've got friends like derek, ns men, etc can.
i wonder if they'll come.
=.="

2009-03-17T22:12:00.003+08:00

was given an opportunity to work today.

but i gave myself an opportunity to slack at home by rejecting that offer.

the inital reason was in case, any last minute amendments to the project due tomorrow, i'll be able to finish it earlier and pass it to QN.

but apparently, there's nothing much.

so here i am.

ROTTING IN MY ROOM THE WHOLE DAY.

i think i only went out to the living room to watch tv, the most, 5 hours.

haha.

thanks to channel 55, which does not have any nice show recently.

oh, and not forgetting, eating my lunch/early dinner with cher and youyou.

i can sense my LONG CHAMP BAG awaiting for the plane's arrival at Amesterdam now.

wahahahah!

so i guess the only time when i'll blog will be the time when i stayed at home the whole day.

haha.

actually wanted to blog quite a few times.

but i was always so tired after meddling with FACEBOOK & ONLINE SHOPS.

actually....

i've forgotten why i wanted to blog.

hahaa...

I NEED A SHORT GETAWAY FROM HERE AFTER EXAMS!

be it BINTAN, BATAM, KL.

anywhere nearby!!!!!

2009-03-13T15:40:00.006+08:00

Qian Ning says that i should start coming out with my birthday list NOW.
so that friends of mine can start saving money for it.
hahahahahah....
ok. not funny.
=.="""""""""""

1. Agnes B Voyage Bag (Black)

$215 (yes, once again it has increased from $195)

2. Long Champ (30*28*20cm)

Price Unavailable.

3. Cosmetics

4. Handphone

5. Music Player

6. HONGBAOS!!!!!

if there's friends who are willing to buy big brands' stuff (COACH, BURBERRY, GUCCI, ETC), i'm more than willing to accept them.
wahaha!

2009-03-13T00:32:00.003+08:00

"DU LAN" by my marketing project mates!!

one's going for resevist.

another took whatever he did in the previous semester, totally IRRELEVANT. (he's a repeat student)

another 3 always don't send their tasks to me on time.

worse.

this is what they text me just now.

"hey, what am i supposed to do for the project?"

FARK.

i've told them what to do 2 weeks ago but they dragged everything with reasons like "there's test and another project date due."

Never mind.

UNDERSTANDABLE.

so i replied.

"you guys just need to do point 4.1 and 4.2."

and you know what they replied?

"hey, as from what i know, we actually need to do 4.2 only. so what are you going to do huh??!!"

I TELL YOU.

the moment i see this text, i'm boiled.

super boiled.

cause the other 2 guys, though they dont come for lectures and anyhow finish their part,

but, AT LEAST, they know what they're supposed to do and send it to me on time.

the three of them.!?!?!

mother farker.

so they do know what they're supposed to do la.

late in sending me stuff.

always replied me "OK." but in the end, didn't do anything to it.

THREE of them trying to help me they're only supposed to do just a SUB-POINT, which is 2 short questions?!?!

don't tell me 3 people doing two sun-points is very difficult.

ME, MYSELF AND I, just one person have to do 2 points myself, and i didn't even whine about it.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm fucking pissed off now.

2009-03-05T02:37:00.001+08:00

They say.

"TIME" tests on a lasting relationship.

but i say.

"MOOD SWINGS" is the real cuplrit.

2009-02-26T02:28:00.002+08:00

红蜻蜓
演唱：小虎队

飞呀飞呀
看那红色蜻蜓飞在蓝色天空
游戏在风中不断追逐他的梦
天空是永恒的家大地就是他的王国
飞翔是生活
我们的童年也像追逐成长吹来的风
轻轻地吹着梦想慢慢地升空
红色的蜻蜓是我小时侯的小小英雄
多希望有一天能和他一起飞
当烦恼愈来愈多玻璃弹珠愈来愈少
我知道我已慢慢地长大了
红色的蜻蜓曾几何时
也在我岁月慢慢不见了
我们都已经长大好多梦正在飞
就像童年看到地红色的蜻蜓
我们都已经长大好多梦还要飞
就像现在心目中红色的蜻蜓

heard this song few days ago.
guess some of us may have heard it when we were young.
as young as the age when we start to listen to music?
the feelings i had upon hearing were similar to those i had hearing "GRADUATION".
suddenly, i felt i've grown up, way too fast.
in about a month's time,
i'll be entering the real adult's world.
i'm no longer that little girl who wanders about the kampong village, with no worries.
i used to hope that i can grow up quickly.
BUT.
i wish that i can stop growing now.

2009-02-26T01:57:00.004+08:00

side track a little.

i miss Haagen Dazs.

one year has passed.

but i've got the urge of scooping ice-cream once again.

those days.......

scooping small little fondue balls which we perceived it as cheating of customers' feelings,

working sunday mornings like nobody's business,

eating meals together in that small and crump store-room,

gossiping about random people walking pass,

melting of ice-cream cans being a norm,

playing all sorts of tricks with one another,

finding comfort when we felt empty inside.

etc.etc.

i don't miss the job.

it's the happier times i miss.

all of us, except one, have left there one by one.

though everyone says working in there is HELL,

but i believe,

deep down inside all our hearts,

we miss it very much.

will a day comes when all of us are back to the same place, doing the same thing again?

2009-02-15T21:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY belated VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!!

i'm super speechless by this boyfriend of mine.

how in the world can iregular shape of chicken chop turns into a HEART-SHAPED!?!?!

guess it means i don't have to worry about hungriness in future.

and that teddy bear of mine.

i still remember when we just got together, we happened to window-shop this outlet at suntec.

and i just say,

"so cute can, can make own teddy bear, super different from the rest."

and so he make a pact with me that we'll make that one fine day.

BUT.

the moment i stepped out of the shop, i rejected the pact, with the reason that it's a waste of money, since i've got my ULTRAMAN to hug every night.

god.

i didn't know he still remember.

haha!

he got a heart inside his body (that's what boyfriend said cause he's the one making it.)

and he got a pair of army boxers too!

wahaha.

i think boyfriend really make a teddy version of himself.

the problem now lies in.......

which one to hug to slp tonight?

wahaha!!!

2009-02-09T21:51:00.002+08:00

i lost my wallet last night.

yes.

whoever has seen my wallet should know how big my wallet is.

and losing it is near impossible.

but.

i've got no feelings.

just the thought of "MY IC cost $100!!?!!"

yes.

FIRST loss is no longer FOC or $50.

apparently, i gave the dentist $400 last month.

and i've to cork up another $100.

due to my carelessness AGAIN.

few minutes ago,

someone was furiously knocking on my door.

mummy says "don't open the door to strangers."

but he kept knocking.

so i've got no choice.

and there, on his hand,

I SAW MY WALLET!!

AHH!!!!!!!!!

he told me this.

"i found your ic inside, that's why i'm able to find your address. there's no more money inside already, but IC's the most important."

"oh ya. i found it in one of the bin in AMK Hub."

yes.. he's a cleaner, not some funny people digging the bins for nothing.

i saw him wearing the shirt still.

and the funny thing is,

the last few places i've been to last night were...

DHOBY GAUNT, CHINATOWN & YCK.

and i only realized i lost my wallet when i was on my way home from YCK.

so how in the world did it ended up in AMK?

such coincidence.

i had a friend who once lost her wallet at either AMK or BISHAN.

but it ended up at YISHUN (that's where she stays) the next day, with EVERYTHING intact.

2009-01-29T00:16:00.002+08:00

at times, i don't understand why the parents always want things to be in their way.

when you tell them that you can't make it,

they'll give reasons like,

"you're still a kid, you should listen to what we say"

when you tell them that they're doing the wrong things,

they'll reply,

"no. i'm not wrong. whatever i'm doing is correct."

and when you want to say something more,

they'll either nag about other stuff or just ignore you.

seriously, i don't know how to communicate with them.

2009-01-22T10:59:00.002+08:00

i broke my front tooth.

half gone.

half the nerve gone.

it's just look exactly like how my "vampire teeth" look like now.

cannot smile anymore.

cannot laugh anymore.

cannot joke anymore.

cannot eat properly anymore.

cannot talk properly anymore.

choice of treatment??

1. braces.

2. root canal treatment.

either one just cost a BOMB.

if only, i saw that glass door.

2009-01-08T22:47:00.002+08:00

i played with QN's phone in lecture.

thanks to someone who don't know how to switch to slient mode,

the lecturer thought that it was me.

just because i was holding the phone.

and so,

the phone's confiscated.

2009-01-06T23:46:00.003+08:00

the stupid printer at home broke down at the WRONG time.

the time when i needed to print my notes for tomorrow's lesson.

apparently, i should have printed them out some days ago, but i kept thinking,

"aiya, school starts on wednesday, no need so early to print out,"

so, i waited till this afternoon and realized the printer's having some problem.

so i thought i can go to school to print tomorrow.

but i've to worried about the availability of computer labs in SIM.

=.="

i sound so unprepared for school.

today's a real BAD day.

manager msg that i don't have to go for work today, cause it's going to rain soon and they had enough staff.

but when rosanne reach CQ, she msg "FENG HER RI LI" to me.

to make things worse, she msg again and said,

"HUDSON CAME TO WORK. HAHAHA!"

he's the other guy who received the same msg as me.

and the amount i've spent today is the amount i earned a day.

ARGH!!!!

i feel like screaming into someone's ear now.

@$!#%$%!#!@#!#$#%$#

2009-01-05T01:33:00.001+08:00

a new year to begin.

with a new semester starting soon.

back to the old routine of being busy everyday.

kind of not used to it,

due to the fact that i've been slacking for the past month, which is practically not me.

haha!

see you people soon!

2009-01-03T02:34:00.012+08:00

a day out with the boyfriend to Marina Barriage.

the new reservior in Singapore.

a big change to the whole of Marina Bay.

no more seaboat, no more steamboat.

everywhere is nothing except construction sites and bangalas.

it's a new place, so having tourist's pose is no harm.

haha!

the cheeky side kicks in....

with the boyfriend following too.

haha!

apparently, the boyfriend has never heard of anything called "JUMP-SHOT" before.

so i just say, "i jump, you take photo."

in the end, the outcome was....

he just practically zoom all the way in can!

argh!!!

next time i'll try to smile nicely when i jump.

it's so UNGLAM can.

LOL.

and after many attempts, i finally had a nice shot.

hee...

and not forgetting his too.

out of randomness, we started to take photos of strangers.

i just ask boyfriend to take this scene asap, but i didn't expect him to take such a nice one.

haha!

the indians were not hugging each other in such an open field.

they were actually looking at their camera.

such a nice scenary, of cause must take some emo/artistic shots.

wahaha!

ending with the nice shots of Marina Barriage.

2009-01-01T04:08:00.000+08:00

1st day of 2009.

marking the end of 2008.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2008-12-28T13:18:00.011+08:00

an impromtu clubbing at dbl O on Christmas.
yes, i've been doing impromtu and last minute stuff during these 2 days,
apparently i'm working on Christmas, but due to super poor human traffic flow in Clark Quay, i worked for 2 hours.
=.="

and that explains why i'm wearing t-shirt and jeans to club.

LOL.

Boyfriend's friend.

pardon the girl's tattoo at her leg.

cause i seriously never see her before.

and was quite shocked that it's a big tattoo.

boyfriend and his 2 buddys.

apparently, it's been a long long time since i've been to club, and the fact that i took up dancing lessons before.

i seriously don't understand how in the world can those girls grind the guys in a slow mode.

totally out of the beat.

and the guys were happily enjoying it.

=.="""""

2008-12-28T12:38:00.022+08:00

a steamboat gathering on Christmas Eve.
kind of last minute, but apparently these are the few who wanted to avoid the crowd, and stay in the cosy home of Maybelin's.
haha.

with the boyfriend coming along too.

apparently everyone seems to be having steamboat or BBQ, looking at the crowd in NTUC, and everyone's buying the same variety of food.

sounds like CNY huh?!?!

LOL.

i'm the food preparer.

though most of the work were done by the boyfriend.

wei.. i did work can.

haha!

and with allan with the soup in-charge.

TA-DAH!!!!

food, food and FOOD!

the 3 lazy bums at the living room, with the owner of the house not helping out.

haha.

Jackson.

another one that wait for the food to come.

Lol.

i don't wish to say who this is.

cause i think everyone should know her.

wahaha!

PS. trying to hide that satus behind her.

allan borrowed a vintage camera from his friend.

it works, seriously.

haha!

the "BEST" model.

the guys.

we had officer, commando, infantry, amour and police with us.

does that mean that we girls are super safe??

wahaha!

CHEERS!

we're just comparing both thighs.

apparently, maybelin's were much bigger that steven's.

=.="

by now, all the food should have become this huh?

haha!

2008-12-23T00:49:00.002+08:00

haven't been updating.

i know, but the lazy bug actually bite me till the extent that i don't see a point of switching on my computer.

latest craze: playing a jigsaw puzzle of 1000 pieces, with only colors like green, black and yellow.

went out with the people who used to work at HD for some singing session on Saturday.

seems like everyone have their own emo songs.

haha.

and just came out from TP with QN and Cher.

seems like the food stills remain as decilious.

I'M PLAIN LAZY.

2008-12-17T16:06:00.003+08:00

"You'll feel better after crying."

is it a form of reliving stress?

OR it's just a form of escaping from reality for the time being?

2008-12-16T00:16:00.002+08:00

I SWEAR.

once school reopens,

i'll be darn retard for the first 2 weeks.

why??

first, there's lesson starting at 8.30, the earliest.

second, there's lessons ending at 6.30, the latest.

third, there's lessons that are starting at the EARLIEST, and ending at the LATEST.

fourth, it's the same module on a single day.

fifth, it's the RMIT's lecturers, meaning to say, i must listen darn carefully to get through their strong accent.

QN, i believe what you've said now.

ARGH!!!!!

do the australians have to rush back to their own country in 2 weeks' time?

2008-12-11T00:13:00.003+08:00

met up with the noob-shits once again today.

this time with more crazy people like JY, Nic Cheong and Kai Ming.

partly due to the fact the both steven and JY will be confined from friday onwards.

so they were like,

"LAST MEAL, LAST DRINK, LAST SINGING, LAST CHEER, etc etc"

sound as though it's the end of the world.

LOL.

AS USUAL.

ONCE AGAIN.

maybelin's such a big disappointment.

everyone's asking me,

"where's maybelin?? where's maybelin??"

so i told them the reason that she gave.

and everyone has the SAME reaction.

"aiya, she everytime got pattern one la."

SEE KWEE TAN, WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO CHANGE, SERIOUSLY.

nevertheless.

we still can feel her presence.

all thanks to the topic of her fats.

wahaha.

it's a real joke, when we can just link everything to it.

on a random note.

mongling gave me an early christmas card.

once again, it's just like her talking beside me.

with all those funny expression terms.

haha!

someone gave a random call again.

at the time when i'm in a pool of happiness from friends.

i'm not saying that person can't call or hatever reason i can think of.

but it's weird.

seriously.

all the best to both my commander-to-bes!

2008-12-05T01:14:00.005+08:00

A day out with the noob shits.
the habit of lateness still can't be kicked away.
with Derek being the one that's punctual.

haha!

what a miracle.

JY didn't manage to meet us due to his serious hangover.

hopefully we'll be able to meet him before he turns bald together with steven.

haha!

2 more fellow recuits to join the rest.

it's raining darn heavily behind us, but i don't know why it was so bright.

people watching at library while waiting for Derek to finish his tutorial.

steven went for a RAIN's haircut, with Derek going for a DBSK's.

i think i should go for a Hyori's haircut.

wahaha!

and it seems like Steven was quite a joke today.

though maybelin's fats was seriously joke of the day.

went to TM after that.

sound so TP's life can.

haha.

nothing better to do after school, so TM's the best and nearest place to go to.

imagine us going to arcade to play.

and talking like nobody business at SWENSENS.

haha!

those were the days of fun and entertainment we had in TP.

how we know each other.

types of stupid things we've done before. (ya. the machicken deal.)

even if one day,

we're given a chance to turn back time.

i'll be doing the same old things in tp.

including OTC, the slope, the deal and the deal aftermath.

2008-12-04T10:42:00.001+08:00

i lost 76 bucks in mahjong last night.

but having to see a pass in all my exams,

it's nothing better than the money.

IF ONLY.

that 70 bucks can be voided too.

2008-12-02T16:12:00.002+08:00

this is what i've been doing at home for the past 2 days

due to boredom.

an ongoing dance competition in Taiwan...

channel U had this every monday too.

but apparently, they cut the show from 1 1/2 hr to an hour, which's a total waste.

and this B-Boy's just so C-R-E-AT-I-V-E.

every week there's a theme. (which's super obvious in this type of competition.)

80s & 90s ( BLACK & WHITE TV)...

movies (TRANSFORMERS...)

who in the world would have thought of this movie?

animals (THE RABBIT & THE TORTORISE RACE)...

I received a message from someone.

asking me to wish my friend "happy birthday", saying that my friend would be so happy to see/hear my wishes.

and this someone is none other than his GIRLFRIEND.

=.="

it's not a big deal, but why would she wants to do that.

it's not as though like he needs those wishes desparately.

2008-12-02T00:02:00.002+08:00

on the very same day.

i ended my cold palace's job.

one hour later, i was told of the bad news.

meaning to say i can only work on weekends at Clark Quay.

and that's IMPOSSIBLE.

it's contradicting.

i needed a job badly to recur my losses.

and i needed a short holiday and loads of celebrations for this festive season too.

BUT, there seems to be some insufficient funds.

i think i need to eat grass for this month, starting from tomorrow.

i wonder how the training of OUT FIELD is like.

it's so torturing out here....

2008-12-01T22:04:00.011+08:00

HAPPY SUPER DUPER BELATED 20TH BIRTHDAY, MONG LING!!

anyway, we've celebrated her birthday last tuesday.

but due to some circumstances, which i guess only a few knew about it, i can only blog about it now.

my dad sort of fix the computer few weeks back.

the computer's back to normal.

BUT.

my programs are in there, but can't be used.

especially my photoshop!

ARGH!!!!

i must live with that.

haha!

enough of digression.

went to CLARITY Cafe.

a place with no GST or service charge, and of cause good food.

back to the same place, and even same seats after a year.

that photo was taken ONE YEAR AGO.

when she's not bald and a little fatter.

new bottle for her!

haha!

and so maybelin DID join us in the end.

went off to SMU to use their toilet.

yes. randomly.

and on the way there, called some old friends to know how they were doing now.

glad that everyone's enjoying their life now.

i can't wait for thursday!!!

haha!

i can conclude.

huian and mine can't fight with them

wahaha!

if only, we can laugh that way EVERYDAY.....

2008-11-29T23:18:00.003+08:00

ambience of the festive season is all over the island, and the whole world (except Thailand & India) by now.

somehow, memories of LAST christmas flash back.

and reminds me of how much of uncontrollable tears i've spent on this very day a year ago.

took a glance of what i've written at that time.

practically, i threw my dignity aside, and making myself look so pathetic.

just the mention of his name could make the tears flow.

at times, i'm still surprised by his random actions.

even though, deep inside, i knew there's motive behind it.

and i believe, i've walked out of that shadow.

he won't be reading this either.

Last Christmas

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me
Do you recognize me?
Well, it's been a year
It doesn't surprise me

I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
And meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My God I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Now I’ve found a real love you’ll never fool me again

2008-11-28T14:27:00.002+08:00

LUNCH APPOINTMENT WITH THE NOOB-SHITs

Date: 4th December 2008 (Thursday)

Time: 1230pm

Venue: 21 Tampines Avenue 1 Singapore 529757

Temasek Business School Block 26

Noob-shits: Maybelin See Kwee Tan, Tee Mong Ling, Gucci Lang Eng Xuan, Steven Lin JJ, Derek Lee Feng Cheng, Kwek Jun Yong.

(we welcome other noob-shits too.)

ATTENDANCE IS COMPLUSORY.

PLEASE BE PUNCTUAL.

(If you realized "PUNCTUAL" is the biggest word, it applies particularly to those that have SEVERE past records.)

2008-11-28T13:44:00.003+08:00

i've got nothing to blog.

that's sad.

LOL.

so i supposed this is going to be a post that's full of random-ness
HAHA.
was browsing hrough QN's blog, when i suddenly remember i've wanted to blog about something, but everytime i seems to forget about it totally. =)

still remember about 1-2 years ago, when we kids were still studying in TP and one fine day after our papers,
CHERILYN, SAMANTHA & I made new friends.
new friends by the name of RACHEL, BRENDY, QIAN NING & BEN SONG.
and so, off we go to the high tea of "small dragon buns" at paragon.
after sone years of classmates, QN told me this.

"that day when i first know you people, i don't really like you.
cause you were TOO NOISY, keep on talking with the CHINA accent, and you talk non-stop."
i admitted to that.
haha!
at that time, i confessed i'm seriously talking too much.
yank and yank like nobody's business.
but i guess, i've slightly toned down a bit.
like keeping quiet at certain circumstances??!!?
LOL.

and so i ask, "besides me, still got who?"

"CHERILYN. she's a little bimbo."

wahaha!
i thought she only started her bimbo actions in year 3.
so it's actually all along the years that i've known her.
wahahaahahahahah!

i think i'm falling asleep soon.
the eyelids cant wait to close down now.
it's not because of the lunch i've ate. (FYI, it's 16 balls of wantons)
or was it due to lack of sleeping hours?
can't be.
i've been sleeping for 8 hours nowadays.
or was it because of 2 jobs?
BUT.
i literally sit the whole morning till 6 before standing for the whole night till 11.
didn't even felt tired at night.
but last night, practically, i can just sleep while standing.
taking a nap straight after lunch - FAT.

after whining so much about being tired.
i'm ready to have a power nap.
BUT.
the sleeping bug is having its lunch break for now.
won't be attacking me anytime soon.
BASKET.

a random note.
can someone call the SAF to stop all outfield trainings in rainy days??

2008-11-27T10:32:00.002+08:00

it feels weird talking to people whom i once ....

i don't know how to describe them.

one was friendly, kidding with one another like long time friends.

or maybe.

it's because of "FRIENDSHIP".

another gave a random call, out of a sudden.

just to say..................... "HI".

all these sound so.

RANDOM.

i think the main reason is because the boyfriend is untouchable for TWO WEEKS already.

wahaha!

sound so. WEIRD.

2008-11-26T17:14:00.001+08:00

counting down to the last 3 days.

and i'll be out of the freezing & boring place.

haha!

2008-11-25T16:05:00.001+08:00

Enough is ENOUGH.

2008-11-18T15:16:00.002+08:00

seriously, i don't understand how in the world OFFICE LADIES can stand working in the office.
at least 8 hours of staring at the glaring screen.
sitting on the so-called comfortable chair.
with no privacy to do anything.
and worst of all, the bloody cold office.
i'm just in here for like, the FIFTH DAY??
but i can swear that working in an office won't be my future job.
i cant see what's the weather like.
i can't talk to anyone in the office. ( i think they're too busy to talk to me.)
i can't surf online.
i cant do so many things!!!
all i can do is work, tons of toilet breaks and observing how big my tummy is growing each day.
(sounds like i'm pregant)
hahaha!!!

my eyes're closing!!!
ARGH!

2008-11-14T12:35:00.003+08:00

i thought i'll have some time to blog this week.
due to the end of a semester.
BUT.
i seriously got no time to even sit in front of my computer.
and when i finally had some time for that,
my com went DEAD.
=.="
how good can that be.

i seems so busy now.
no time for my channel 55 night show.
no more 11am waking up time.
BUT.
luckily i've got some time to go out with friends.
and i've seen miss chou twice this week.
enough of her.
wahahaha!!!

i'm struck in some office up on a steep slope.
meaning to say,
it's worse than climbing the ovehead bridge.
haha!
i'm getting older.

i'm think i'm turning blind.
for staring at the laptop's screen for the whole of 8 hours.
with no green stuff for my eyes to relax on.
all i see around me is just FILES, PAPERS, & COMPUTERS.
and i have not finished my BREAKFAST yet, when everyone's down for lunch break.
=.="

2008-11-06T00:51:00.002+08:00

when you had a sibling of yours working together with one of your good friends in the same company,
they talked nothing.
except one thing in common.
how happening you are, and how you are like both at home and with the friends.

your sibling goes,
"your actions are alike."
"the way both of you talked are totally the same."
"both of you have similar things."

ya.
there'll be a day when he'll come to me and say,
"actually both of you look alike too. maybe she's my long-lost sister!"

..............
what a brother i had.

2008-11-05T01:38:00.001+08:00

i found this.
what can i say about youyou.
haha!
nice!
=D

2008-11-05T01:10:00.002+08:00

the sudden trend seems to be.....

getting a FILIPPINO as a girlfriend.

i'm not trying to say i'm against them or any other valid reason.
not that Singaporean guys can't get one either.
i'm just trying to ask,
"is SINGAPOREAN ladies that bad?"

i want to look for a foreign boyfriend too!
wahaha!
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ok.
i know.
mine's already half a foreign.

2008-11-03T15:47:00.002+08:00

the weather's getting weird.
one moment it's scorching hot, the next moment it's raining heavily.
and today's even more weird.
i heard constant thunder, and heavy rain.
thunderstorm right??
BUT.

i saw the SUN shining brightly into my window too.
is it still consider as "THUNDERSTORM"??
=)

2008-10-28T03:35:00.002+08:00

Rain's new song from his latest album.
i wonder when will water STOP appearing in his video..
haha.....

2008-10-28T01:32:00.002+08:00

finally it marks the end of the Indian celebrations.
god.
the moment i stepped into Boon Lay today, i thought i was at LITTLE INDIA.
seriously.
there's so many of them, and i just can't find my friend.
and when i board the train, one whole row of indians in front of me.
with many more standing around me.
at that moment of time, i kept wondering if i'm in the country of INDIA.
wahaha!

i'm not being racist.
i'm just wondering.

bedok - Eastern side - Malays.
jurong - Western side - Indians.
so does it means that i can find Chinese at Southern side??

actually quite true though, cause Chinatown's at the Southern side of Singapore.
haha!
i wonder AMK, in the middle of the island, have what kind of people.
LOL.

2008-10-26T11:27:00.003+08:00

i finally settled my LAKSA cravings!!
haha.
it's feels good to be back at katong.
nothing much changed.
but it's the people whom i knew and went MIA have already shifted out of that area.
=)

a random call received.
came at the wrong time.
bringing back all those memories a year ago.
and i can't stop yanking about it...

went for Dexter's 21st after that.
4th birthday at Island resort at i've been to.
=.="
i know. it's cheapest among all.

but that's not the main point.
had a long talk with maybelin and JY, with CK coming at around 2am.
talks about life, friends, sex, TP, stress, emo, and the topic of "MAYBELIN".
=)
ya. i know.
all seems so random topics.
but we talked for a long long time.
haha.

JY and I, especially, seems to have vent out our "anger" about maybelin.
it's quite strange that his clique and my babes actually think the same way about her.
and every time we were afraid to tell her about her weaknesses, thinking that it might hurt both parties and the friendship.
don't ask me why we can talked about it last night.
maybe because she's emo??
haha!
and to make things worse, there's a group of people beside us, strumming guitars and singing EMO songs.
you can imagine how emo the night was.
haha!
at least it's not for me.
=)

we had friends, just that we didn't know who to turn to.

2008-10-23T20:08:00.003+08:00

i realized many people has been playing with this program online.
haha!
due to boredom, i played it too.
pardon me for using this photo.
=D

supposed to be studying.
=.="
due to constant cramps now, i'm just trying to distract myself from it.
=)

2008-10-23T18:57:00.003+08:00

after so many times of menstrual cramps.
i can say, today's the WORST ever.
nearly fainted at the train station.
all because......

i'm confused whether it's menstrual cramps or severe stomachache.

in conclusion...
it's BOTH.
=.="

2008-10-23T00:38:00.002+08:00

i dread the day when October ends.
was it because of....
something.

or....
THE SHIRT.

2008-10-22T00:45:00.001+08:00

i've got no intention to blog.
wahaha!

2008-10-15T00:31:00.026+08:00

finally the photos are sent over from youyou.
=)

at Bark's Cafe...
(a nice place to chill out out in the middle of the night.)
=)

she's trying her best to concentrate on what to order, especially since someone else was busy asking people to take photos with her.
haha...

epic can.
=D

i seriously think that everyone look so CUI in this photo.

and off to Changi Beach to chill more.
with swings and sands and a stone-hard place to accompany us.
=)

does this shows how much they miss their childhood?
from the height that rosy swing till.
haha!

and i don't know why after awhile, she's like some emo kid, sitting at one corner.
LOL.

once in awhile, or maybe.
everytime.
she's like this.
wahaha!

and for the next few photos,
please, rosy han.
do let the sun touch your skin can.
you're super fair, till the point that you're GREY in color when shadows cover your face.
haha.
it's super ghostly can.

like some sadako beside me la.

ending with a photo of the latest BIMBO girlband.

wahhaa!

2008-10-13T01:44:00.000+08:00

watched the video at 6:55 minute.
you'll understand why I'm loving this group so much.
wahaha!

2008-10-12T22:48:00.004+08:00

a late night's out with the girls at changi last Friday.
been some time since I've been to the eastern part of Singapore.
=)

che and rosy.

youyou and me.

rosy.

esther and rosy.

i'm waiting for the GHOSTLY photos.
=D

2008-10-12T22:40:00.004+08:00

the elmo that's WORTH 8 bucks.

one week later.
this whole bunch of MONSTERS are worth 15 bucks.

this is the nothing-better-to-do catcher....

and her fellow catcher.
=D

once addicted, there goes your money into the machine.
everything in less than an hour.
haha!

2008-10-09T16:28:00.000+08:00

"9 out of 10 men STRAY."
how true this sentence can be.

2008-10-06T21:32:00.015+08:00

once again, another CHOMP CHOMP dinner with the NS-men lat Saturday.
cause some of them had cravings for it, and since one of them's treating, why not?
haha.

as usual., it's packed with lots of people.
and we finally had some seats after a long hour of patience testing.
=)
by then, everyone's hungry can.
and because there's 7 hungry ghosts, so i didn't manage to take photo of the feast.
i'll try very hard the next time.
haha!

"zoot zoot"
i don't know the actual name for it.
i'm going to condemn this dish, together with cockles.
=)
but this dish's making all of us making a fool of ourselves by trying to suck that bloody thing inside.
like.....

though there were 2 ladies, but sorry.
i won't make myself that un glamourous in front of them.
I've got a good image in front of them.
haha.

Vincent and his new found girlfriend.
=)

with Hao Yang's epic face.
he do have an epic face, with someone always trying to take a close shot of him.
LOL.

and together with his gay partner of more than 10 years.
they do look alike can.
somehow.
=D

together with the "pimple-corrupted" guy.
wahaha!
i seriously think both of us look so EPIC can!

and not forgetting the colourful TAO HUAY!!
suddenly i miss that JY who cant eat anything except tao huay at CHOMP CHOMP.
where's my vegetarian khaki!!!?!?!

ending with a photo of us being drunk by sugarcane juice!
=D

2008-10-04T01:05:00.002+08:00

so it's STUDY BREAK now.
and I'm trying to work and study HARD at the same time for the next coming three weeks.
I'm really trying hard.
=)
new staff coming to work this week.
more competitors at work now, with lesser schedule, MAYBE.
=)

anyway, there's way too many funny customers today.
like every table can.
and this particular group of youngsters.
=.="""""""

they came over to our restaurant and tried to order from another restaurant.
ok.
CAFE IGUANA & BREWEKZ belongs to the same company.
they're just walking distance from one another at Clark Quay.

AND.
it's a Friday at CLARK QUAY can.
you think everyone's so free to take orders from you and go all the way to another restaurant just to collect the food for you.
please. TAKE THEM YOURSELF.
or just go to that particular restaurant to eat.
funny people right?

ok then.
next time when i go to SWENSENS, I'll ask them for HAAGEN DAZS ice cream.
=D

2008-09-29T22:21:00.022+08:00

a Sentosa day with my marketing mates.
like so random.
haha!

at the hawker center.
=)

kinda weird to go there with them.
cause most of them preferred the indoors.
but because of another guy and i, they decided to give sentosa a try.
lol.

Ya Ching.
the only other girl in my marketing project group.
guess i'm the youngest among all.
and they kept whining that they were too old for the beach.
wahaha.
then what about those aunties and uncles i saw?
=D

while playing with frisbee, it went out the rooftop.
and the guys were like trying all means to get it down.
happened that some Dragonboaters were there too.
but all they did was LOOK.
ok.
they did something good by lending the ropes to us.
other than that, i think they used eye power.
wahaha!

like I've said, they preferred INDOORS.
But this is the first time i actually encounter people who brought chess to beach.
LOL.

see that blue shirt guy?
his name's colin.
and he make all of us afraid of him.
not that he's fierce.
but he's kind of OVER-friendly.
and like to bull shit.
till the extent that all of us don't believe.
especially his NS thingy.
=)

the one on the right is from Myanmar.
maybe to some of us, the perception of people from Myanmar are like people from Vietnam.
i mean, since both countries are in near proximity.
so you'll think that he's like some kampong boy.
but think again.
he's studying at SIM.
a PRIVATE university in Singapore, which require you to make like at least $3k per semester.

so i was darn curious of the size of his house.
and he just said this.
"not too big actually. it's only 900 feet."

in Singapore, most HDB units are about 100 plus SQUARE FEET.
so you'll think, "oh quite small."
but.
900 feet is only the length.
and the breadth was about 700 feet.
do some calculations.
it'll be 6300 SQUARE FEET.
meaning to say, it's about 7 times of our house can!
still say not that big.
=.="
maybe his bedroom's like the size of our living room and kitchen can.
wahaha!

anyway, we went to Kim Mary at VIVO for an early dinner.
food's super tempting can.
LOL.

a snapshot of Haoran.
we seriously don't understand the reason why he don't like to take photos.
haha!
and he can think of many ways to avoid the camera.

in conclusion, i DID have some friends in school, besides Maybelin, QN and SY.
haha...

2008-09-28T23:02:00.003+08:00

i supposed the EMO bug is coming back.

things don't seems to be going well.
stress are building up through studies.
and creating unwanted stress.
none of the motivation works.
have been thinking if it's the correct time to study now.
and resulting all aspects of life to be affected too.
taking some people to de-stress, with more ciggs's smoke into the body.
kind of mentally drained now.

2008-09-27T02:53:00.002+08:00

MARY PARKER FOLLET.
ABRAHAM MASLOW.
PETER DRUCKER.
MAX WEBER.
FREDERICK TAYLOR.
LILIAN AND FRANK GIBRETH.
HENRY MINTZBERG.
HENRI FAYOL.
HENRY L. GANTT

i think i'll go crazy after studying all these historians.
(3 HENRYs giving 3 different theories can.)
and.
THAT'S NOT ALL YET.
i think only QN will understand what i'm trying to say.
haha.
this is total insane.

2008-09-26T13:11:00.002+08:00

"NI PI YOUYOU, NI PI YOUYOU FEI.
NI PI YOUYOU, NI PI YOUYOU FEI!"

"C is for CENTIS, we love CENTIS!

IF YOU WANNA HEAR THEM CHEER, LET'S SHOUT CENTIS!"

"WEeeeeEeeeeee, YOUR MAMA SO FAT...
S-O-F-A-T!
SO FAT! SO FAT! SO FAT..."

"THIS IS A GAME, WHERE EVERYONE'S LAME.
啊！来追我啊！啊！来追我啊！"

OK. i believe i'm getting lamer and lamer.
cause i saw "wEEEEeeEEEE" at some places, and memories of all these stupid yet funny stuff i've played before.
haha.
with the semester coming to an end soon, i'm seriously NOT motivated to study yet.
=.="
someone please give me some motivation!
=P
like, you know?
play mahjong and let me win all the way.
LOL.

i'm going off, to collect money from the ang-mohs!
wahhaah!

2008-09-24T00:14:00.002+08:00

MARKET RESEARCH.
a 50% project-based & 50% exam-based module.

BUT.
to pass the WHOLE module.
exam must be passed.
which means, project can't help much.
if failed,
another $1200 into my next semester.
which means, STRESSED!!!

i tried studying right after lessons.
but i realized i don't even understand those DETAILED marketing theories.
stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.
i think i'm balding too.
wahaha!

2008-09-21T11:31:00.035+08:00

celebrated maybelin's birthday on Thursday.
just a day ahead of the actual.
and once again, it wasn't that easy to ask everyone out.
especially everyone's busy earning money, studying hard, or both.
haha!
didn't really had a big celebration due to mongling's emo-ness, like just half an hour before.
and she just went "tuition grant, tuition grant, tuition grant!" the whole night.
LOL.

due to tight budget and extreme time constraint, we decided to give her this.
haha.
please frame it up, maybelin.
10 years down the road, you'll remember that you're always that unglam.
=D

and so, we decided to ask her to reenact the poses out.
haha.
she's shy initially, i mean which human being is not shy of doing all this in public, in Dhoby Gaunt, in PS, in Carl's Junior.
but who cares, she's already that unglamorous.
wahaha!
and here it goes...

"it's maybelin."
wahaha!

anyway, we finally received our lost-time TAIWAN gifts from mongling.
haha.
it's super long can.

a footprint on maybelin's gift.
wahaha.
and we still thought it's some design that the book had.
but huian had a similar one, but hers was as clean.
so we concluded that some Taiwanese stepped on it.
lol.
for memories huh??
=D

with her clean CLEAN book.
=)

and mine's is a pack of taiwanese ciggarettes!
LOL.
thanks for reminding me huh?

I'm caught unglam by miss unglam.
=.=""

actually it's just chocolates.
but they wrapped it like ciggs.
haha.
it look just as the same.

i wonder who's the real smoker?
wahaha.
her face look like some one who took drugs can.
LOL.

and my gift came along with another SPONGEBOB's book too!
haha.
PS. i believe from here onwards, there's nothing except UN GLAMOROUS photos that i believe none of us will believe we're able to think of it.
haha!
laugh with all your might.
=D
here comes the craziness...

SPONGEBOB.

GEEKY SPECS.
(it's all the way from taiwan can. can't believe she brought this too.)

this is not to show how unglam i am again.
i didn't know that my eyeliner's so thick.
wahaha!

what if....
.
.
.
.
.
.
SPONGBOB meets GEEKY SPECS??

CRAZY. NO MORE GLAM.

was walking some underpass.
and the 4 of us were like,
"this is a great place to take photo can."
haha.

the "FOREVER 21"'s model..

ending with a nice photo of us!

the ba-s will love all the baba-s!
=P

2008-09-18T03:09:00.002+08:00

one more assignment down by tomorrow 5pm.
and I'm done with it now.
thank goodness i had plenty enough of sleep since Sunday.
so working for consecutive 3 days plus a night of rushing last minute work wasn't that bad.
haha!
ONE MORE TO GO.

2008-09-14T12:14:00.016+08:00

wooh~~~~~
i've got photos to blog about now!
haha...
like, FINALLY.
cause i've finally found some spare time and most importantly, MOTIVATION, to edit the photos!
=D

the humongous sandwich.
only hungry ghost will make one for the other hungry ghost to eat.
and do i still need to do any editing to the photo to make it more tempting??
haha!
i'm hungry now!

went off to tampines with Qn.
she's there for Yan Ning birthday while I'm supposed to meet up with FRIENDSHIP.
BUT.
i pull off at the very last minute.
=.="
can i still say i miss FRIENDSHIP?
LOL.

it took a great courage to be at some places where i dread going.
not that i dread going there,
but dread the feelings of revived memories....

Shu Yi.
TP schoolmate cum SIM classmate now.
one who's crazy about korean craze.
haha.
and she's real................ YELLOW.
=P

OH. Qn's balding!!
haha.
that's what she told me when i took this photo.
haha.
old already.

so next time if we were to take photos with her,
PLEASE FIND ANGLES!
haha!

and my new haircut.
no much of difference from the previous one.
just slightly lighter with shorter fringe.
meaning, i can concentrate in lectures without any obstacles to my vision!
LOL.

then it was the NS-men day on Saturday.
=)

verdict of this photo: my face's not that long after all.
wahaha!

this whole bunch of Ns-men have never been to Chomp Chomp can.
like some tourists taking photos in front of the food center.
cause one lives in Kallang while the other two live in Boon Lay.
to think they had never heard of such a place before.
the place where my chocolate tau huay and hokkien mee and stingray come from!
haha.

i think his face's still too big to show how big the glass is.
=)

maybe my little hand can show??
wahaha!
long time since i've drank such a big glass.

they were like some koo-koo, never see this big before.
haha!
and they wanted to steal one glass back to their camp.
for what?
for FUN.
....
what can i say?
haha.

off to the village to chill awhile.
cause we're full to the maximum.
with all kinds of food in our stomach.
and seriously, it's quite impossible to move about too much.
haha!

they still look so.............
NS-MEN.
lol!

coincidentally, i think my social circle is kind of too wide.
or maybe, Singapore is too small.
my friends seems to know other friends of mine or people whom i've met before.
and a year ago, i was talking about VESPAs and this particular girl with someone.
a year later, we're back to the same old topic.
but this time, it's with someone else.
kind of weird.

ending with my NEW watch!!
(cause i lost the other one at my HOME's toilet.)
=D

2008-09-06T14:48:00.002+08:00

the night before.
i just mentioned it.
.
.
.
.
and here it comes.
don't tell me it's coincidence.
it took a long long time to convince myself he's gone.

2008-09-06T02:00:00.004+08:00

REQUEST to take photo with me the next time i were to meet any one.
PESTER me to upload the photos.
cause i need motivation to post photos, and making it less wordy.
haha.
i think my camera's getting rusty.

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记得爱　所有幸福的片段
所以才一直忘记要离开
伸出手　继续勇敢付出我的爱
原地不动的等待
就算风把我的头发吹乱

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
I'm being reminded of him constantly.
when i saw someone who look like him.
not once. not twice.
but many times.
and every time i saw his resemblances,
i gave myself a shock.
and telling myself, he's no longer here.

2008-09-02T13:56:00.002+08:00

went to IGUANA's chalet at island resort last night.
my third one at the same chalet for this year.
it's cheap huh??
LOL.
anyway, that not the main point.

the people are CRAZY.
real crazy.
in total drunk state, doing all kinds of funny things.
i'm drunk, with rosy in highness beside me, trying to do all kinds of stunts to prove that she's high, not DRUNK.
haha.
guess both of us had some self-control in drinking.
if not, it'll be disaster.
LOL.

2008-08-29T23:50:00.002+08:00

EDITED.

EYE INFECTION.
depriving me from WORK, STUDIES, MONEY,
and most importantly, depriving me from LOOKING AT HANDSOME GUYS.
LOL.
=D

BUT. then again.
call it a blessing in disguise.
cause i just realized that i didn't have sufficient sleep/REST since last Wednesday.
meaning, it's more than a week.
in detail,

20 Aug - work & studies.
21 Aug - project submission and hanging out with friends.
(ok. this is my own fault for not sleeping early. =p)
22 Aug - work and studies. (work is especially busy on Fridays.)
23-24 Aug - in Malaysia, celebrating grandma's birthday.
AND hanging out late with cousins.
(this is inevitable, cause it's been a long time since I've talked to them. =p)
25-28 Aug - work and study.
25 Aug - ATTACK OF THE EYE INFECTION.

then. i thought maybe i can have better sleep because of that.
but realized school work's piling up and i'm skipping work too.
TOTAL STRESS.
and just happened that SOMEONE's birthday was 30 August, and he was drunk over the weekends.
and don't know why on the last night when he's drunk, his friends sent him to my house.
and I've got no peace.
=.="
i'm going to sleep like nobody's business on this coming TUESDAY.
LOL.

2008-08-27T11:33:00.002+08:00

it's raining outside again.
seems like it has become a routine to start raining at 12 noon everyday.
=)
just back from malaysia.
was celebrating my grandma's 80th birthday.
that's quite old to me.
haha..
went out with sam yesterday too.
seems like she's enjoying her life, except for work.
and as usual, still as blur.
haha!

and i think it's time for school and work now.
till then!
=D

2008-08-19T21:03:00.000+08:00

believe in KARMA.
=)